JB-06-2020
Dancing by painting my writings Crying out loud the love For my own spirit beings Dreaming what the carve In the cave of my mind Me, I hurt Me, I smile Me, I had to catch this breath for such a long while Help me goddess Don't divide Too many have died Raise your fist And write My life is a chance to see purple truths Like in my youth I've grown a fantastic world of empathy Like a rainbow colored symphony These feelings like mountains crumbling The statue shining through is you, yet stumbling Over words unsaid Speaking of what we did in a cloudy bed Me, I hurt Me, I smile Me, I had to catch this breath for such a long while Help me goddess Don't divide Too many have died Raise your fist and write Me, I am hurt Me, I do smile Me, I maybe fail for now I exhale Help me goddess Don't divide Too many have died Raise your fist And write Dear family hold my hand and heart Don't go out to fight This beautiful world is worth To survive Today I was hurt Today I smiled That marvelous day Has all gone wild The hours turn to sand Time paints no lines I Say No to silence I Say No to false signs This is no poem That calls out for anymore wars to fight Let peace lead your hand Let thought be the sword and write Me, I am hurt Me, I do smile Me, I had to catch this breath for such a long while Help me goddess Don't divide Too many have died Raise your fist And sing and dance and paint and write JB-05-2020 #rainbowlove #hybridmoments #johannablau #poetry #poem #lovepoetry #loveart #ichraumdu
Schizo, as I lay my head on pillows
Schizo, as I wake up next day out of sight
Schizo, as I do the dishes three times in a row
Schizo, as I walk away from every fight
It‘s a freak show, I don‘t show you
I live my life in augmented reality
My thoughts fuck up my memory
Between you and me it‘s the TV
These thoughts show the tragedy
To speak about it, I don‘t owe you
Schizo, as I fight my feelings
Schizo, as I wanna cry
Schizo, as I help myself with common things
Schizo, as I sometimes I think I die
A thousand nights ahead of me
Feels like losing myself
In the dark someone mocks me
Telling me, I‘m someone else
Think of pieces of fear and pity
Surrounding you like an empty shell
Schizo as I love the cruelty
Hitting me with ignorance
Schizo as I can look through me
Helping mirrors vanish at a glance
Like flies I have visions
Brings me to other people‘s prisons
Im a tiger and my claws
Hurt someone that I never was
Im an elephant and my mind
Does not forget and is not easy to find
Schizo, as I do remember all the beauty in the worlds
Schizo, as I see the living hurting lives with rusty swords
Schizo, as I look for people who hear the thoughts of no ones lord
Schizo, as I hook myself in Ereskigals place of gore
Truth to speak of what I hear and see
It‘s me, It‘s me, It‘s me, It‘s me
My inner child loved through tough times
My lung searches for air watching fake crimes
Take the time to look through the wall sourrounding me
Friendship is an important step to rationality
Though my brain is fucking with reality
This all is me
It‘s me, It‘s me, It‘s me, It‘s me
JB-8-2019
Lyrik - Johanna - Blau 